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A journey I never forsaw

Updated: Oct 17, 2019

I have been silent on my blog for over three months now and there is no real reason for this. I guess you could say I haven’t felt like blogging and as I have told you guys many times before I don’t want to blog for blogging sake, I want to blog for a reason.

I am not going to lie to you guys it has been a real rough couple of months, I haven’t been myself and I have been so afraid to admit it because I have always been known as this happy individual. God has shown me we will all go through a storm one way or another, the only difference is how we weather it. I have decided that I am going to put my complete trust in Him and trust that He is going to help ordain the steps I am now taking in this new journey.

Due to academic and personal reasons I will not be graduating next year, but a year later. I thought my world was ending because I wouldn’t be going through to final year and graduating the same time as all my classmates and friends, but I realised God knew this was going to happen as He knows everything. I am not going to let this define me and I know that I have the most amazing Father helping me through this season.

I guess I needed an outlet to express all of this and I remembered I have a blog!

I‘m sorry for being gone for so long. Don’t worry you will be hearing from me much more from now on!

I wrote I guess a little poem you could say to try to explain everything I am feeling:

It‘s hard not knowing which direction you are going.

It’s hard not knowing how to get out of the darkness.

It‘s hard not knowing if you are ever going to see the light again.

It’s hard feeling like a failure and disappointment.

Those feelings make it seem like the storm will never go away and I will never see the sun again.

I will face this storm.

I will weather this storm.

I am going to see the light again.

This plane I am now, taking me to my destination... it will land.

My master, my father, He is my pilot.

It is not going to be hard forever.

I hope this poem helped someone and I just want anyone who is going through the same thing as me to know, there is still a plan for your life!

Jeremiah 29:11 x

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